I just realized that I was already logged in to Blogger, and the words were all in English. It didn't say "Jetzt anmelden" anymore. Someone I had just met last week asked me, "Aren't you just thrilled to be back?" How to explain in a sentence the mixture of emotions and memories and thoughts within? This container traveled over the ocean: Hannover, Bremerhaven, Port of Houston, The Woodlands We're moved in to our new home. There's a long story there, but I don't want to rehash it anymore, except to say that in the last couple of months we've had too many moments of realizing that lots and lots of things have gone wrong for us. We took turns telling each other that it is simply part of the process. It's a big transition. But often we really felt besieged. And frustrated and irritated and wanting to blame someone. Really most of it wasn't our fault. But some of it was our fault. And sometimes there wasn't anyone to...